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Oooo well done, you found my secret page.
This is where i rant about me. The person i see in the mirror. At the moment it is a fat blob, shapeless, deeply unatractive and to be honest, repulsive. Im overweight, actually, to use the highly technical term, im obese, if not very obese.
When i eat, i feel guilty, so then i starve myself, then when i am totally hungry i pig out, then i feel guilty, so i starve myself, then i pig out…..get the idea.
I have been fat since i was 11. It ruined my growing up, imagine going out shopping with your friends where the shops only go to a size 14 at most. So i stopped going out with them. These days i get the stares, people eye you with disgust, contempt and hatred. They assume you are stupid, lazy and ignorant. Try eating a sandwich walking along the street and you are nearly vaporised by the death ray stares.
So there you go.